Just some other thoughts

At this very moment, I'm thinking like I'm such a useless person. Just graduated from a Degree does not mean that our life is already secure. Even if you already did your best but still, it turned out to be the same ending-unemployed! Since I graduated last April (2010), I just had my temporary working experience for 3 months. And that's all. From my entire life, I just work for 3 months? So pathetic!

When people keep asking me the same damn questions, it makes me feel so damn frustrated. "Don't you want to further your studies?" "When are you going to get married?" "Where do you work now?". I don't want to further my studies. Not now. Seriously not now. I used to plan that I will doing my Master Degree at least after 5 years of workings and savings. But now, look at me? No work, not even a job at all! Not that I don't try harder to search for work. I did! Interview here and there. Placed my resume in every company I could think of. Asked friends if there are any job vacancy at their places. But still, it might not be my "rezeki".

The second question bothers me a lot. I don't know why. I don't think 24 is that old but yet, it is not that young either. I don't want to get married just because my parents want me too. I don't want to get married when I'm not financially, mentally and emotionally stable for marriage. I don't want to get married just because lots of my friends already engaged, married and some of them already deliver their first new born baby. It is just not the right time. So talking about marriage is just a big NO!

So maybe all I can do at this moment is to keep doing the same damn thing to get a job and at the same time, try to enjoy my life as it is now. Who knows maybe when I already get a job, I might not have plenty of time to do everything that I wanted anymore so please be grateful, Miss Ayda!

If you don't get a callback after 7 working days, just assume you don't get that job (Miss Ayda,2010)