At time like this, I really really do miss him. A lot. He will always there to listen to my problems and we shared stories too. We fighted a lot too but he still respect me as his sister. May you rest in peace dear Brother.
I am happy with my life. Now. I will not let words let me down. Well, still trying actually cause words really can let me down. I will not let anyone hurt my heart anymore. Well, I am still trying to do this too. But, it seems so damn impossible.
Go work, return home. That is my life at the moment. Wish I have more time to chill down, to hang out, and more importantly, more time for ME.
May you all have a good day.
u r having a melt down ye dear?
ReplyDeletedon't thin about it too much k..
just let it be..
pekak kn telinga, n fikir ape yg baik utk diri sendri..
it might sound selfish but tht's wht u need to do now..
letting go a person that is so dear to your heat is difficult..
when i miss my atuk, i cried and sedekah kn al-fatihah utk die byk2 until i stop crying..
i now u r strong!
aha thanks nisa. really need that. been really tense up lately.
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