"I do luv u but i luv my future more...+ my family.... Sorry u not in the picture."
That was the meanest words that I ever got! Seriously, what did he thinks I am? He came in to my life, and now, all that he wanted is to walk away?
I felt so hurt. I cried all night.
But now, all I feel is nothing. Numb. Empty. But, actually I secretly do feel a bit happy.
And, do you want to know why?
It is because, I get to prevent my heart to get hurt again. At least, for the present. I don't know what will happen in future. Nobody knows. What I do know now, I only want to be happy. That's all.
May he be happy with whatever decision he made.
But, yet I still...
I secretly wish...
Oh I should stop thinking about all of this now. Now. Got to go. Away~
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